Is the world my oyster?

I’m thinking on many things lately. Mainly, on what I’ll grow up to be. Am I going to be a graphic designer? a web designer? a filmmaker? Or is it going to be some kind of interface designer… or a game designer.

Sometimes I’d like it to be a mix of all the things I do. Could it be?

I’m confused.

I’m growing up, I can feel it. And in some ways I feel that I might miss the train. I have some great ideas, and I find it hard to bring them to life. I think I’m waiting for something and I don’t know what. I’d just like to move on.

I’ve been sending some applications for internships. For all three subjects that are intersting to me: design for print, design for web and film production. I tried also for the game industry, but it seems there aren’t a lot of them, at least not in the design section.

I feel that I’d like an answer. Should I go this way? Should I go that way? or should I turn to a total different direction?

Some say the world is my oyster. I sure hope it is.